I can't sleep

Got involved in some wargames thingy which involve simulation of war through combined 'real' and 'virtual' elements of the army..quite cool really.

Well, real war is on-going 24 hours a day right? right..so a shift system is involved..

and I got night shift..wahaha

So so it has been..the last 3 nights, going in at 7pm, our at ard 8am. It's actually not as dreary as one would expect because it quite an eye-opening experience when you start to see how all the different parts work together to make an operation. The only problem is the system...

This being a computerised system...I guess the nearest comparism would be strategy games on the level of Tom Clancy's Fleet Command, though not glamourous, has a lot of strategic elements involved, making it rather deep.

It's just so....'buggy'...that you think 'wtf...if a game were to be published in this state, it would have required millions of patches to get it up and running.'

And here's the blardy thing...

it's the afternoon after my third shift..and I'm supposed to be asleep...

I'm wide awake.

Arrghhh

I've a feeling I'm gonna regret this

Gortron's Xmas wish

How do they come up with pics like this?

It's so innocent..yet so sad...and so full of hope...

oh man this pic's making me feel feministic and it's making my eyes water...

simply beautiful..

That empty feeling...

Why do I keep getting this empty feeling nowadays.

It's like my ambitions have long forsaken me...

My forward path has been muddled up...

I can think barely 2 steps forward into the future when I used to have visions that could span the entirety of universal time.

It's irritating!

Whoa...2 months light duties

Lol..just got light duties until 250107

With another psycotherapy session on 211206

Looks like I won't be going India too, but that one's not certain.

Got a dental appt on 211106 as well...

Medical madness period huh...

heh..cute